Monday, March 29, 2010

I'm fed up...

I'm starting fresh with everything I have done in the past to lose weight!!! I've done it before, I can do it again! There is no reason why I should have gained weight back!!! Well... I know the reason I gained it back, but what I'm trying to say is I know better. But now that I realized it is my meds that made me do this... but not in the sense of I had no control over it, but in the sense that I was finally enjoying life and being happy with me... and it wasn't dependent upon my weight. So I ate lots of yummy, not good for me food and have been slowly adding the pounds back on. They just snuck up on me... I didn't realize it until just recently. I mean, I knew my jeans didn't fit anymore, I knew my tummy wasn't so flat-ish anymore... but it wasn't until I saw some pictures of me taken by someone I realized my face wasn't thin anymore!!! So then I took some pictures of me exactly like the ones on my sidebar at goal weight... and I'm fat again. But I'm in control again. The first step is to realize the problem and now I can move forward. So starting today (11 yrs since becoming a mom) I'm taking control once again and I'm off on my journey. This is for me... and for my family (but mainly for me). So join me on my journey. I will be posting here often. Yummy menu ideas, my exercise routine, my ups and downs (b/c we know there will be plenty of those), and anything else I feel like sharing!!! So... not b/c I want to, but here are my updated pics of me right now. I won't be like this forever... I will lose it again, and then keep it off forever!!!



PS- no... I'm not pregnant... I'm just fluffy!
PSS- and as for my liquid sanity... not giving it up, just having it in moderation! I enjoy it too much!

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